It must have been in love why I was drawn to him in the first place.
He wasn't even close to my standards of an ideal man. But I dunno,love
moves in mysterious ways and so I thought. It didn't last that long, but
we had a love child. I know it was my fault why the relationship
didn't work. I expected a lot from him,and he was not driven to improve
himself,such a loser!We are so different in so many ways.And I didnt effort to make it work.
And now I can say there is no more feelings left,
If it hadn't been for my daughter I
wouldnt want anything to do with him.But he continues to hurt me.
Not becoz I still want him but due to the fact that he shows little love and respect
for our child. As a parent, you will always want the best for the child. They always comes
first in terms of priorities,he's a family man now,he should know.
I think I didn't know him well until today. He's so selfish,poor,self centered liar.
How could he hurt a part of him,he's a total loser and I curse him to death.
If that time comes, he will not be getting any respect from either of us. I hope he
rots in hell.